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Short observations and fragments from the margins.

  • The Badgers!

    **The Badgers ** To imagine a community garden, and people growing food together, and nobody being lonely, and the earth becoming a little more like heaven -…

    Poemsbrueggemann · dream · Faith · imagination · kingdom of god · prophetic-imagination

  • Amsterdam to London with Bart

    **Amsterdam to London with Bart ** Bart is 98. His cells are leaving "in droves," but he's still signing card numbers to a man across the aisle, helping him…

    Poems

  • What holds the swifts

    The type of bright sunshine which gives grass an extra sort of lurid dimensionality is the same sort of sunshine which has been pouring through the attic…

    PoemsFaith · joy · poetry · sorrow · swifts

  • Core Incompetencies

    Recent job applications have inspired me to view my everyday a little differently... Key Achievements In just one week: I have promoted my tram ticket from…

    Poems

  • In a day

    This week I read Frank Skinner's "A Comedian's prayer book". It's a series of his musings in long and short-form prayers ("I suppose praying is like parking…

    Years

  • Using joy to undo fear

    Joy can be disarming. I've just been reading a book about trauma-informed teaching, and it introduced me to the PACE model: Playfulness, Acceptance…

    Learningscreativity · fun · joy · play · playfulness

  • Blessed are the parkrunners

    A remix of the Sermon on the Mount. Blessed are the parkrunners, for theirs is the Saturday morning. Blessed are those who start, for they will surely finish…

    Poemsbeatitudues · parkrun

  • Pilgrimage by Haiku

    On the Wednesday of our week in Iona, we went on a pilgrimage walk around the Island led magnificently by Meg and Martin Wroe. We read extracts from 'Around a…

    Poemshaiku · Iona · pigrimage

  • Two Poems about Dust

    It has been a dusty few weeks. The decrepit heating system in our house got replaced and a light film of murkiness descended in its wake, alongside holes…

    Poemsash wednesday · dust · Lent · poetry

  • God is

    God is God is babbling brook, springing forth in winter frost God is child's laughter, spilling out God is possibility, inbreaking, light in darkest night…

    Poemsadvent

  • The psalm is a salt shaker

    Psalm The psalm is a salt shaker. Elevates our being, the sorry comic farce of it, Into praise of God. - The psalm is a salt shaker. Spatters our bitter…

    Poems

  • Relearning the sacred

    "The church’s contribution has to consist... in its showing forth of a different myth - the truth of creation’s relation with the Creator and especially the…

    Climatecreation · environmental theology · grace · sacrament · sacred

  • Behold, a new thing

    One of the things which has been mentioned to me often by a particular generation of Christians, is an action which happened as part of the Jubilee 2000…

    Faithadvent · fruit of the spirit · longing · power · renewal · Spirit

  • Where there is no vision

    Where there is no vision, the people perish. This proverb was quoted by Claire Perry, the ex-COP President fired at the beginning of 2020, in her resignation…

    Climateclimate breakdown · climate change · climate crisis · climate justice · dreams · environment · peace · reconcilation · violence · vision

  • the things dreams are

    stories we tell about who we are, tethered to now, they sing of tomorrow their being is here, telling of there. As far as word association goes, 'future' is…

    Learningsdreams · future · hope · narrative · story · vision

  • we are the perpetrators

    Lord, We are afraid to admit culpability because we are worried we will be held accountable. We are afraid to repent because we are worried we will have to…

    Faith

  • Lament

    At the grave of Lazarus, Jesus wept. Even for one who would be raised again. Lament means grieving death in all its forms. It's an expression of faith -…

    Faithdeath · grief · lament

  • the Guarantor

    Once upon a time, a people lived in fear. In all the world they lived in, they sought for Love drawn near. They knew that Love was full and true, was certain…

    Poems

  • good friday

    In the past two days, 800+ people have died in the UK from Covid19. Their funerals will be attended only by immediate family members. Many more deaths are…

    Poemsdeath · grief · loss · sorrow

  • Prophets of a future not our own

    It helps, now and then, to step back and take a long view. The Kingdom is not only beyond our efforts, it is even beyond our vision. We accomplish in our…

    Faithchange · future · kingdom · pandemic · uncertainty · vision

  • John 22

    I am still finding myself caught up in a moment from a couple of weeks ago, when we were asked by Revd Sam Corley to turn to John 22. He waited for us to…

    Scripturedoubt · Faith · John · reconcilation · suffering

  • advent, waiting

    What does it mean to say 'My Lord'?

    Faithabiding · advent · letting go · waiting

  • they didn't tell me about the grey

    Bad poetry seems to be the order of the week friends (sorry). A continuing theme of the last few years has been realising life's indeterminacy and navigating…

    Poemsbelief · change · doubt · grief · loss · poetry · unbelief · uncertainty

  • wisdom + worship

    Recognition of worthiness unites wisdom and worship. This past week I've been thinking about this connection, and about holding together authority with…

    PoemsFaith · poetry · Wisdom · worship

  • holding to light

    Maybe it's the nights getting colder, and the feeling of setting out home in the dark - but I've been thinking a lot about holding onto light this week. "Let…

    Faithadvent · creation · dark · Faith · light

  • What would have been

    Our choices are important, but they are not foreclosing of what is most important.

    Learningschoices · counterfactuals · freedom

  • The month of June

    nothing is wasted in nature or in love.

    Poemsbirthday · Christian Aid · laura gilpin · life · poem · poetry

  • Broken Unbelief

    Some quick scribblings from a recent experience. Dedicated to Rachel Held Evans who showed me the beauty of broken unbelief. Let me hear it for a church built…

    Faithbelief · brokenness · church · Faith · unbelief

  • Thinking about Home

    I have been thinking about Home ever since I got asked in the Praxis One course to complete the sentence 'I want the story of my life to be the story of…

    Scripturehome · life · psalm 23 · shelter · the story of someone who · walk

  • Lent Reflections

    I stand outside the barred church doors/ hammering with my fists/ while around me/ the world dies.

    Powerbonhoeffer · brokenness · change · confession · conflict · courage · evil · gideon heugh · Lent · poverty · reflection · reflections · wake up

  • Blood of Our Children

    On Saturday I was part of another Extinction Rebellion action called 'Blood of Our Children'. Outside Downing Street, we dressed in black, and protesters…

    Climatecca · christian climate action · climate breakdown · climate change · extinction rebellion · justice · protest · xr

  • Simple Humans

    I have been thinking a lot about the words of Behrouz Boochani in 'No Friends But The Mountains'

    Powerasylum · Boochani · human rights · humanity · morality · politics · public debate · public discussion

  • The Breaking of the Bread

    the pulse of hope/ the echo of our name/ and the bread in our teeth/ a cup on our lips / and breathing at our side

    Faithawaiting · communion · eucharist · kingdom come · lord's prayer · prayer · sacrament · wine

  • A problem: We are building the world together

    The puzzle of 7.7 billion brake pedals and 7.7 billion accelerator pedals - anyone got any answers?

    Climate2018 · boycotts · change · climate breakdown · climate change · collective decision-making · ethics · morality · politics · power

  • A very short reminder of Grace

    Grace, as demon­strated in sal­va­tion and sanc­ti­fi­ca­tion, is a beautiful paradox. And this is the paradox: on the one hand we’re involved, and on the…

    Faithgrace

  • This week in thoughts

    This week I have enjoyed the autumn light as I cycle back from work, had the joy of seeing Siân in Coventry, and have been trying to find my feet in the midst…

    Yearsbusyness · change · identity · justice · progress · responsibility

  • On Disagreeing Well

    it is very difficult to fight with someone who is not proud.

    Learningsdebate · disagreement · discussions · fight · james · politics

  • Simple, not easy

    I am now a Londoner. Of sorts ( - the week-old kind). I already feel at home thanks to lodging in a house where there are lots of people drifting in and out…

    Scripturechange · Luke · luke 5 · moving · obedience

  • A Countdown to Hope (it's advent)

    The greatest has come - to serve and love and share life with the least. The author has written Himself into the story.

    Faith2017 · advent · creation · death · expectancy · Faith · glory · hope · jesus · messiah · shepherds · winter

  • Michaelmas Term 2017

    A little look back at the last couple of months...

    Years2017 · commandments · hope · love · matthew 22 · michaelmas term · university · winter

  • Fruits of the Spirit

    A look back over a term of thinking on the fruits of the spirit.

    ScriptureFaith · fruit of the spirit · Galatians · goodness · reflections

  • A Welcomer of New-Born Days

    I had quince jelly on toast today

    Poems2017 · creation · friendship · glory · grateful · gratitude · lifestyle · nature · personal · poetry · silence · summer · thankful · thankfulness · thoughts · wonder

  • Where I am Right Now

    At the cottage in Hereford.

    Journeys2017 · cottage · Freya · friendship · Hereford · holiday · lifestyle · summer · travel · Wales

  • Grenfell 14/06/2017

    The fire that killed 79 over a month ago now is still on my mind.

    Power2017 · brokenness · death · death toll · disaster · fire · grenfell · London · poetry · politics · poor · reflections · summer · tragedy

  • Starting Full-time work

    A small update!

    Years2017 · intern · internship · lifestyle · student · student blog · summer · tiredness · working

  • Easter Term 2017

    Photos from my last term of second year!

    Years2017 · Cambridge · Easter term · friendship · Hebrews · newnham · student · summer · university

  • Fingerprints

    How incredible is it that we are all united in having the most beautiful patterns marking our skin - and yet these patterns are all unique?!

    Years2017 · Cambridge · creation · fingerprints · fitzwilliam museum · studying · thank you · thankfulness · university

  • The First Job each morning

    Time in the morning is good time.

    Faith2017 · birds · C.S. Lewis · Faith · lifestyle · morning · morning routine · spring · Spurgeon

  • I was told something wise

    A little nugget of wisdom from Siân.

    Faith2017 · Cambridge · Faith · logic · philosophy · philosophy student · reflections · spring · work

  • What it means to have faith

    Our faith is built on the character we know God to have. Our faith lays a hold on the faithfulness of God.

    Faith2017 · book · book review · Faith · faithfulness · Hudson Taylor · James Hudson Taylor · mark · provision · spring

  • 101 Blog Posts (?!)

    A pause for a thank you!

    Years2017 · blog · blogging · journalling · lifestyle · nostalgia · personal · reflection · reflections · spring · student blog · thank you

  • Thoughts for today, at the end of Lent

    It's Easter Sunday! Hallelujah!

    Scripture2017 · easter · easter sunday · Faith · forgiveness · good friday · hope · I AM · injustice · jesus · John · Lent · rejoice · resurrection · spring · transformation

  • At Easter

    Palm branches, a crown of thorns, a wooden cross, and an empty tomb

    Poems2017 · cross · crucifixion · easter · Faith · good friday · good news · jesus · matthew · maundy thursday · palm sunday · poetry · resurrection · scripture · spring

  • A Short Prayer

    May God bless you with a restless discomfort about easy answers, half-truths, and superficial relationships, so that you may boldly apply the truth of Christ and love as he loved.

    Faith2017 · Christ · Faith · jesus · justice · peace · prayer · restless discomfort · spring · tears

  • Lent Term 2017

    "We are being renewed day by day" 2 Corinthians 4:16

    Years2017 · Cambridge · friendship · halfway · Lent term · newnham · second year · spring · term · university · winter

  • Photos of spring + thoughts on growth

    Hoping that I might one day find myself at a point where my life is reflective of the truth that God is my only need. That day will be as the arrival of spring.

    Years2017 · Faith · growth · reflections · spring · thoughts

  • Mind Tug

    Thoughts+musings on a Sunday afternoon.

    Poems2017 · memories · mind tug · nostalgia · original poetry · permanence · personal · poem · poetry · prose · reflection · reflections · thoughts · winter

  • Halfway Hall

    A whole lot to be thankful for at the halfway point.

    Years2017 · Cambridge · Lent · Lent term · newnham · second year · university · winter

  • My everything & my All in All

    Words I inadvertently composed in my head as I've been working today. I pray that the beauty of this grace, of this invitation to be one of God's people, is not lost on you today.

    Scripture2017 · Christian Union · CICCU · Faith · living water · Revelation · revelations · university

  • Words to Read Again

    Here for the next time I need them.

    Faith2017 · discipleship · Faith · jesus · unashamed · winter · words

  • Michaelmas Term 2016

    Another term closer to finishing my degree. What a term it has been!

    Years2016 · autumn · Cambridge · friendship · michaelmas term · newnham · second year · term · university

  • Writing 5 minutes before a lecture

    Stream-of-consciousness from 2.55pm today.

    Poems1 Corinthians · 2016 · autumn · busy · Faith · permanence · personal · poem · poetry · prose · reflections · rest · thoughts · today

  • Time to Weep

    On the morning of Trump's election, I feel loss. But amidst this loss, I lift my eyes to the Lord and remember that all is not lost.

    Power2016 · autumn · election · Faith · politics · Psalms

  • Finding Quiet

    There are two kinds of tiredness: weariness and a lack of peace. And today, I got up and realised I was tired in the whole sense of the world. So I decided to cycle down to Granchester Meadows and take a little walk.

    Years2016 · autumn · Granchester · nature · walking

  • Santa Hats in Windows

    Reality doesn't fit into neat boxes and doesn't go the way you'd expect, and that's so hugely apparent in Christianity. It's a religion that you couldn't have guessed. The universe it offers us, the King it gives us, isn't the one we'd make up for ourselves.

    Scripture2016 · Acts · autumn · Faith · unexpected

  • Amazing Grace

    We never 'graduate' from grace.

    Faith2016 · autumn · church · Faith · grace · HT · Newton · Wilberforce · worship

  • Joy is made complete

    The truth that the gospel proclaims is the truth by which my joy is made complete

    Scripture2016 · autumn · bible · Faith · gospels · joy

  • Wash One Another's Feet

    From John 13. He was both King and servant - and neither of those titles are reserved to working hours. Love is a full-time occupation, after all. Love in the big things, God on the Earth and God on the cross, but also love in the washing of feet in the basin.

    Scripture2016 · autumn · bible · Faith · gladly · gospels · humility · jesus · John · joy · prose · thoughts · washing feet

  • My first tattoo experience

    What happened when I went into a tattoo parlour for the first time.

    Yearsfriends · new experiences · permanence · tattoo

  • Take Me Out Tonight

    A great night out with a great friend in a great place.

    Yearsdrinks · friends · friendship · Manchester · new places